And so it ends, with great regret and lust for better days. A need to see that what was once thought of as pure emotion has become a feeling of despair, hatred and remorse. last year was by far one of the worst years so far; this year is making its fight along as well to stick behind the other one very close. How long will it be again 'till i can say with a smile, "Gee, i love waking up, mate!" i have a long list of things to do this year, i just hope my bad luck and great lack of common sense do not impair my judgement again, this so as to be able to top myself and have a much needed hapy time.
I now declare this day as the day i made my mind to come up fine and enjoy my life, not to mention im achieving great things from now on. without anyone or anything to stomp on my road or make me believe that i can be happy by making others happy, not me, oh dear.
